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| - she's over it This weekend sucked...I worked all weekend and missed 2 great shows...Senses Fail, Matchbook Romance, and Millencolin, and I missed Common Effect, Dont Look Down, 33 West, and Urban Style. I didnt chill with anyone, just worked worked and worked. This new week should prove to be awesome tho. Wendsday we get outta school early, Thursday, Me, danny, Joe, and my mommy are going to Indiana for Thanksgiving to see my dad and my little brothers.
Great Bands:
Stars Hide Fire
Over It
All Thats Left
Common Effect
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| - Brainwashed "Life sucks when you think you'll be ok, then you fall apart the very next day,
how can I stop these feelings from turning around and stabbing me in the back,
why do I lie to myself, I keep telling myself "She's got feelings that she lacks".
Ever since Thursday I've been extremely lonely, no one wants to chill afterschool with me, I'm never invited anywhere...It really makes me wonder if having a girlfriend sets a place in the "social ladder" for you. I dont want to invite myself places, and I feel so ackward when Sara and Danny are hanging out with me because of all the stuff...Im happy for them, but...yeah. If anyone wants to do anything make sure you give me a call or IM me at: FurthestFallen on AIM. I hope everyone had an awesome night and I'll see you all soon. | | |
| - Tell Mick That He Just Made My List Of Things To Do Im home today because 1. Im tired, and 2. because of humiliation. Im not gonna lie about this, I am angry, not at any person, but at the situation, so if Im a little shitty these next few days, dont take it personally.
"So bury me in memory
His smile’s your rope
Wrap it tight around your throat"
-Tell Mick That He Just Made My List Of Things To Do
"Where is your boy tonight, I hope he is a gentleman.
and maybe he wont find out what I know:
You were last good about this part of town
When I wake up,
I'm willing to take my chances on the hope you hate
him more than you notice I wrote this for you.
You need him. I could be him...
I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him."
-Grand Theft Autumn
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| - Shoulder To Wheel Hey guys, GREAT DAY, shitty ending...Im sure all of you know, so why repeat it. Im really happy for Danniey...he's my bro and I love him, but his actions are very sad...It's a shame I dont get a chance, but Im really happy for both of them.
I thought to myself and looked in introspect only to realize that, at heart I am an "emo-kid", as people say. I really do bottle up my feelings, and i do write things in my Journal/lyrics book...but im not in a band like The Julies Diaries. Now im gonna go into my the corner of my dark room and cry about things, lol.
"Now here I am, I dont know how to say this: the only thing I know, is akward silence. Your eyelids close when your around me, so shut me out..." | | |
| - Logan To The Gov't Center Today was ok...i didnt get to see Sara, but Im gonna chill with her tomorrow, that'll be fun. Dann(ie)y's band practiced today, and they were pretty good...that have this really good original song. Me and Joe sat in the room and played Starcraft, then I called Sara, but I couldnt hear her so I had to let her go (sorry, Sara). Then i took Wade home, and took Joe to see Marie. Then here i am, sitting at the computer thinking about you know who. Im gonna call her in a few. Well, I'll see you fine people tomorrow in school.
"You're what makes New England so great" | | |
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